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mumukShu- dRuShTi karanI, to dRuShTi karanI kaise?

samAdhAna- dRuShTi bAhar jAtI hai, usako palaTakar main anAdiananta shAshvat AtmA hUn. anAdiananta ek chaitanyadravya, usamen kuchh... ananta bhav kiye, nigoedamen gayA, ananta- ananta janma-maraN kiye, to bhI AtmA to vaisA hI, jaisA hai vaisA hI (rahA hai). usamen kuchh svabhAvakA nAsh nahIn huA. isaliye dRuShTi palaTakar AtmAmen dRuShTi denA ki main to chaitanya AtmA hI hUn. main shuddhAtmA hUn. shuddha taraph dRuShTi dene-se shuddhAtmAkI shuddha paryAy pragaT hotI hai. aur vibhAvamen dRuShTi dene-se vibhAvakI paryAy hotI hai.

suvarNamen-se suvarNake jhevar hote hain. suvarNake jhevara. lohamen-se loheke jhevar hote hain. vibhAvamen-se vibhAv hotA hai, svabhAvamen-se svabhAv hotA hai. isaliye antar dRuShTi karanA, svabhAv taraph dRuShTi karanA.

mumukShu- karanI kaise?

samAdhAna- puruShArtha karane-se hotI hai. dRuShTi to svayam antaramen kare to ho. koI kar nahIn detA hai. apanA puruShArtha karane-se (hotI hai). dev, guru, shAstra mArga batAte hain, us mArga par chalane-se kyA mArga hai? gurune kaisA mArga batAyA? jinendra dev kaisA kahate hain? shAstramen kaisA AtA hai? vah vichAr karake, yathArtha nirNay karake AtmAmen dRuShTi puruShArtha dvArA karanA. koI kar nahIn detA hai. ananta kAl huA to koI karatA nahIn hai, apane puruShArtha-se hotA hai. dRuShTi apanA puruShArtha karake svabhAv taraphale jAnA.

jaise sphaTik nirmal hai, vaise AtmAkA svabhAv nirmal hai. sphaTikamen Upar lAl- pIlA rang dekhanemen AtA hai. kAle-lAl phUlake nimittase kAlA-lAl dikhAI detA hai, parantu bhItaramen saphed hai.

vaise AtmA mUl svabhAvase sphaTik jaisA nirmal hai aur vibhAvakI kAlimA dikhAI detI hai vah pudagalake nimittase aur puruShArthakI mandatAse vibhAv hotA hai. usakA mUl svabhAv nahIn hai. svabhAv to nirmal hai. us nirmal taraph dRuShTi karake usamen nirmal paryAy pragaT hotI hai. aisA bhedagnAn karane-se nirvikalpa svAnubhUti hotI hai. vah svAnubhUti baDhate-baDhate munidashA hotI hai to kShaN-kShaNamenn svAnubhUti AtmAmen lIn hotA hai. munirAj

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to antarmuhUrta-antarmuhUrtamen svabhAvamen lInatA karate hain. aise lInatA karate-karate kevalagnAn hotA hai. bAharase nahIn hotA hai. bAharase to kriyA (kare), shubhabhAv-se puNya hotA hai. bhItaramen antar dRuShTi aur antaramen gnAn, shraddhA aur lInatA karane-se svAnubhUti pragaT hotI hai.

mumukShu- shrImadamen AtA hai, apUrva avasar aisA kab AyagA? gnAnI .. mokShakI bhAvanA bhAte hain. samayasArakI .. gAthAmen AtA hai, gnAnI upasham, kShayopasham, kShAyikarUp shuddha bhAvanA hai, usamen aisA bhAte hain ki main akhaNDa hUn. donon bhAvommen kyA antar hai?

samAdhAna- main akhaNDa gnAyak tattva hUn aur vibhAvabhAv merA svabhAv nahIn hai, adhUrI paryAy jitanA main nahIn, pUrI paryAy nahIn, main to akhaNDa shAshvat dravya hUn. aisI bhAvanA, aisI dRuShTi yathArtha karate hain to bhI paryAyamen to adhUrAsh hai. gnAn aisA rahatA hai, gnAn rakhatA hai ki main shAshvat dravya to hUn, paryAyamen adhUrAsh hai. paryAy kahIn pUrNa nahIn huyI hai. vItarAg svabhAv hai, lekin vItarAgatAkI paryAy aur vItarAgatAkA vedan nahIn huA hai. kevalagnAn nahIn huA hai, isaliye usakI bhAvanA hotI hai.

apUrva avasar aisA kab AyagA? kab aisA apUrva avasar Aye ki main AtmAkA dhyAn karun, nirvikalpa svAnubhUti (karake) bArambAr AtmAmen lInatA karun, munidashA pragaT hove, ekAntavAsamen AtmAkA dhyAn karake kevalagnAn pragaT karun, aise paryAyakI shuddha karaneke liye bhAvanA AtI hai. aur dravya apekShAse main shuddha hUn.

samayasAramen aisA AtA hai ki dravya apekShAse main shuddha hUn parantu paryAyakI shuddhike liye main kab kevalagnAn prApta karun? kab munidashA prApta karun? aisI bhAvanA AtI hai. dravya aur paryAyakI apekShAse. paryAy to shuddha pUrNa nahIn huyI hai, dravya apekShAse pUrNa hai.

mumukShu- ise khaNDakI bhAvanA kah sakate hain?

samAdhAna- bhAvanA to Ave, paryAyakI shuddhikI bhAvanA Aye. AchAryadev amRutachandrAchAryane kahA hai na, mam paramavishuddhi chinmAtra... main to chaitanya shuddha chinmAtra mUrti hUn, parantu merI param vishuddhike kAraN main yah shAstra rachatA hUn. shuddha chinmAtra mUrti dravya apekShAse hUn aur paryAyamen merI param vishuddha hoo. aisI bhAvanA to sAthamen AtI hai. paryAyakI shuddhikI bhAvanA AtI hai.

paryAyakI shuddhikI bhAvanA AtI hai. paryAyamen merI pUrNatA nahIn hai. dravya bhale shaktise paripUrNa hai, parantu pragaT vedan pUrNatAkA nahIn hai. jaisA dravya hai vaisI paryAy pUrNa ho jAy, pUrNa vedan vItarAgakA (ho jAy). jaisA dravya, vaisI paryAy bhI ho jAya. paryAyamen vibhAv hai, paryAyamen pUrNatA nahIn hai. dravya apekShAse pUrNa hai. paryAyamen nyUnatA hai to bhAvanA bhAte hain ki kab munidashA prApta ho? aisI bhAvanA AtI hai.

dravya-paryAyakA mel hai. nishchay-vyavahArakI sandhi sAdhakonko AtI hai. gRuhasthAshramamen

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AtmAkI svAnubhUti thI, nirvikalpa svAnubhUtI (thI). nyAre rahate the, nirlep rahate the. to bhI bhAvanA AtI thI, main kab AtmAmen lIn ho jAUn? munidashA prApta karun, (aisI) bhAvanA AtI hai.

pUrNa hUn yAnI pUrNa hI hUn, ata kuchh karanA nahIn hai, aisA nahIn AtA. jise yathArtha dravyadRuShTi pragaT huyI, jisako AtmAkA sampUrNa... dravyadRuShTi pragaT huyI, (use) paryAyakI bhAvanA sAthamen rahatI hI hai. yadi bhAvanA na rahe to usakI dravyadRuShTi bhI yathArtha nahIn hai. jise dravyadRuShTi pragaT huyI use bhAvanA sAthamen hotI hI hai. main kaise AtmAmen lInatA karun, aisI bhAvanA hotI hI rahatI hai. dravya pUrNa aur paryAyakI shuddhi, ye donon sAthamen rahate hain. paryAyakI shuddhi, Anshik shuddhi to hotI hai, parantu pUrNa shuddhi kaise ho, aisI bhAvanA AtI hI rahatI hai.

mumukShu- nirantar chalatI hai?

samAdhAna- chalatI hai, puruShArtha chalatA hai. koI bAr bhAvanA ugra ho jAya. dashA nahIn pragaT huyI hai, parantu bhAvanA AtI hai. puruShArthakI Dor chAlU hI hai. shuddhi kaise ho? use jaise puruShArtha utpanna ho us anusAr shuddhi hotI hai. bhAvanA rahatI hai.

mumukShu- sahaj ..

samAdhAna- sahaj chalatI hai. main dravya apekShAse pUrNa hUn aur puruShArthakI Dor chAlU hai. bhAvanA koI bAr joradAr tIvrapane bhAvanA rahe, vah alag bAt hai.

mumukShu- ... Ananda na ho to vah puruShArtha dUsare koI bhI bhavamen kaise utpanna hotA hai?

samAdhAna- puruShArtha kare.. bArambAr usake sanskAr DAle, andar gahare ho to use avashya bhedagnAn hotA hI hai. parantu yathArtha ho to. main yah chaitanya hUn, dUsarA kuchh mujhe nahIn chAhiye. chaitanya taraphakI aisI apUrva ruchi aur aisI mahimA ho, aur bArambAr usakI lagan lage, tattvakA vichAr kare ki main gnAyak hUn, gnAyak hUn, anya kuchh merA nahIn hai. aisI bhAvanA rakhe, bArambAr usakA abhyAs rakhe, bArambAr usakA chimvatan kare. aisI bhAvanA ho to use.. antaramen-se ho, bhedagnAnakA puruShArtha bArambAr karatA ho to use avashya hotA hai. usakA kAraN yathArtha ho to kArya AtA hai. usakA phal Aye binA nahIn rahatA. puruShArtha bArambAr (kare). vah thake nahIn. usakI bhAvanA, jignAsA antaramen- se rahA hI kare bArambAr, to usakA phal avashya AtA hai.

mumukShu- ..

samAdhAna- mAtra mokSha abhilASha. ek abhilASh mokShakI hai, dUsarI koI abhilAShA nahIn hai. mujhe dUsarA kuchh nahIn chAhiye, ek AtmAke alAvA koI prayojan nahIn hai.

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mumukShuke jo-jo kArya ho vah ek AtmAke liye (hote hain). mAtra mokShakI abhilASh, dUsarI koI abhilAShA nahIn hai. mAtra mokSha abhilASha. AtmAkA svarUp mujhe kaise pragaT ho? mokSha yAnI antaramen-se muktikI dashA (kaise pragaT ho)?

kaShAyakI upashAntatA, mAtra mokSha abhilASha. mAtra mokShakI abhilASha. use aise tIvra.. vibhAvamen utanI tanmayatA nahIn hotI, vibhAvakA ras manda paD gayA ho, chaitanya taraphake rasakI vRuddhi huyI ho. chaitanya taraphakI mahimA, ruchi adhik hotI hai. ek mAtra mokShakI abhilAShA-se, mokShake hetu-se AtmAke hetu-se, mujhe AtmAkI kaise prApti ho? is hetu-se usake pratyek kArya ho. usakI jignAsA, ruchi, laganI sab AtmAke hetu-se (hotA hai). shAstra svAdhyAy, vAnchan, manan mujhe AtmAkI kaisI prApti ho? (is hetuse hotA hai). "mAtra mokSha abhilASh, bhave khed antar dayA, tyAn AtmArtha nivAsa.' jahAn AtmArthakA prayojan hai.

samAdhAna- ... (gurudevane) kitanA spaShTa kar diyA hai. kahIn kisIkI bhUl na rahe aisA nahIn hai. mArga saral aur sugam kar diyA hai. mAtra svayamko puruShArtha karanA bAkI rahatA hai. koI kriyAmen ruke (binA), shubhabhAv, guNabhed, paryAy sab parase dRuShTi (uThAkar) ek chaitanya par dRuShTi kara. phir bIchamen sab AtA hai, gnAnamen jAna. dRuShTi AtmA par karake jo paryAyamen shuddhi hai, us shuddhikA puruShArtha usake sAth rahatA hai. paryAyamen bhedagnAn karake visheSh shuddha karane hetu usakA prayatna usake sAth hI rahatA hai. vah karanA hai. pahale AtmAko pahachAnanA, usakA bhedagnAn karanA. bhedagnAn karanekA prayatna karanA.

... agAdhatA use mAlUm nahIn hai, vah svayam svAnubhUtimen jAy to mAlUm paDe. upayog bAhar ho to kahAn mAlUm paDatA hai. dRuShTAnta kaisA dete hain. "je mArge sinh sancharyA, rajo lAgI taraNA'. ghAs nahIn charegA. chaitanya jaisA sinh, svayam hI jahAn palaTA, usake puruShArtha-se sab karma, vibhAv DhIle paD jAte hain. (sinh) jis rAste par chalA ho, vah chalA ho usakI raj UDe, vahAn bechArA hiran khaDA nahIn rah sakatA. aisA sinhakA parAkram hotA hai. sinh jaisA AtmA, parAkramI sAdhak AtmA aise mahApuruSh jis mArga par chale, us mArga par kAyaronkA kAm nahIn hai. dUsare kAyaronkA kAm nahIn hai. yah mArga vIronkA hai. jis mArga par chale, bhagavAn jis mArga par chale vah mArga to vIronkA hai, kAyaronkA kAm nahIn hai, aisA kahate the. hiran jaise Ap koI khaDe nahIn rah pAoge, aisA kahate the. andar AtmA.. mahApuruSh jis mArga par chale, us mArga par tum kAyar khaDe nahIn rah pAoege, aisA kahate hain. joradAr kahate the. sunanevAle ekadam...

mahAvIr bhagavAn Upar jAte hain, gautam svAmI.. bahut sAl pahale aisA jain prakAshamen

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kisIne chhApA thA. prabhu! khaDe raho, ye merA kapaDA isamen aTak rahA hai. aise sab shvetAmbaramen (kathan Ate hain). are..! gulAmamArgI! aisA kahe. usamen aisA AtA hai. ye terA mArga nahIn hai. terA kapaDA aTak rahA hai, kapaDeko chhoDa. aisA sab AtA thA. ... chhoD saba. vikalpa nahIn utpanna hotA hai. ham Aj hI dharma angIkAr karenge. aisA joradAra. Aj hI angIkAr karenge. asarakAraka. sab Dol uThe, pUrI sabhA Dole. utanA bhAvavAhI. tIrthankarakA dravya, unakI vANI aisI, andar bhAv aise. bhAv aur vANI, saba. ...

AhAr lene nikalate to aise lagate, sinh jaise. sab kAmpe. padhAro, padhAro bhAvase kahe. aise mahApuruSh hamAre Anganamen padhAre, hamArA mahAbhAgya. lekin thoDA pheraphAr ho to sinhakI bhAnti chale jAte, sAmane tak nahIn dekhate the. sab aise dekhate rah jAte, aur Ankhamen-se Ansu chale jAy, sAmane kaun dekhatA hai? aise the. AhAr lene nikalate. thoDA pheraphAr ho jAy, mAlUm paDe ki mere liye Apane banAyA hai, khaDA kaun rahatA hai? kyon banAyA, itanA bhI pUchhane khaDe nahIn rahate. bijalIkA chamakArA ho, vaise chale jAte. Aj apane Anganamen kAnajIsvAmI Akar vApas chale gaye. kitanA dukh ho. hUbahU sAdhu dikhe, sthAnakavAsI sampradAyake. ek namUnA, sAdhukA namUnA dikhatA ho vaise dikhate the.

samAdhAna- ... nakkI svayamko karanA hai. yah sharIr to pratyakSha jaD dikhatA hai, jo kuchh jAnatA nahIn. andar vibhAv hotA hai, use bhI jAnanevAlA to svayam hai. vibhAv jitane ho vah sab chale jAte hain. vah khaDe nahIn rahate. sab vibhAv, vikalpa chale jAte hain aur jAnanevAlA khaDA rahatA hai. vah jAnanevAlA jo hai, us jAnanevAleko jAnanA. vAstavamen to vahI karanA hai. usIkI mahimA karanI, usIkI pratIti karanI. main bhinna, merA svabhAvamen hI ananta shakti aur ananta mahimAse main bharA hUn. vibhAv to nisAr-sArabhUt nahIn hai. vichAr kare to vah AkulatArUp hai, dukharUp hai. vah kahIn sukh nahIn hai aur sukhakA kAraN bhI nahIn hai. aise svayam nakkI karanA chAhiye.

pAnI svabhAvase shItal hai, parantu agnike nimitta-se uShNatA ho to vah uShNatA pAnIkA svabhAv nahIn hai. svabhAv-se shItal hai. aise AtmA andar shItalatAse bharA huA, gnAn aur Anandase bharA hai, aisA nakkI karanA chAhiye. yah vibhAv pariNati mere svarUp-svabhAv-orakI nahIn hai. nimitta hai, us nimittake kAraN puruShArthakI mandatAse hotI hai. koI par karavAtA nahIn, parantu apane puruShArthakI mandatAse hotA hai, isaliye main usase kaise bhinna hoUn? is prakAr puruShArtha karake svayam hI apanI or muDanA hai, koI moDatA nahIn hai.

samAdhAna- ... ananta tIrthankar mokSha gaye, isI mArga-se gaye hain. AtmasvabhAvako

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pahachAnakar, gnAyakako pahachAnakar ananta tIrthankaron, munivaron sab mokSha gaye ve, bhedagnAnase aur svabhAvako-gnAyak svabhAvako pahachAnakar hI gaye hain. parantu jo puruShArtha karatA hai vah jAtA hai, jo puruShArtha nahIn karatA hai vah nahIn jAtA. puruShArtha kare vah jAtA hai. bhedavignAnata siddhA siddhA ye kil kechana. bhedavignAn-se, jo siddhiko prApta hue ve usIse prApta hue. AtmasvabhAvako pahachAnakara. jisane prApta nahIn kiyA, usake abhAv- se nahIn prApta hue.

mumukShu-... nyUnatA lagatI hai ki aisA nahIn chalegA.

samAdhAna- usakA kAraN svayamkA hI hai. svayam ruk gayA hai. anAdike abhyAsamen aTak gayA hai. jitanA apanI orakA abhyAs chAhiye utanA karatA nahIn hai. gaharAImen jAtA nahIn hai aur bAhar hI bAhar ruk gayA hai. isaliye apanI kachAsake kAraN hI svayam Age nahIn jA sakatA hai.

mumukShu- satpuruShakA lAbh lenA ho, usamen koI..

samAdhAna- ..hotA ho to usamen apanA kAraN hai. svayamko satsangakI bhAvanA ho, satpuruShakI vANI-shravaNakI bhAvanA ho, parantu bAhya sanyog aise ho to shAnti rakhanI. dUsarA kyA kar sakatA hai? bhAvanA bhAye to yog barAbar ban jAtA hai.

mumukShu- kShati apanI bhAvanAkI hai, aisA hI mAnanA. samAdhAna- apanI bhAvanAkI kShati hai. (bAhya sanyog) apane hAthakI bAt nahIn hai, parantu bhAvanA rakhe. ... apane hAthakI bAt nahIn hai, svayam apane bhAvako badal sakatA hai. aisA koI puNyakA yog ho to sanyog badal jAya. apanI bhAvanA ugra kare to.